So Universitas  Sumatera Utara Fakultas Kedokteran entrance exam was over last Monday.I,without doubt,doubted almost all the questions.What’s with biodiversity and who conducted an experiment for spore culture whatsoever?I,with much confidence indeed,turned left,right,back and front asking for answers,by using ‘calculator language’.Since everyone was doing it,I did not hesitate to join in the ‘fun’.It was fun really!I was a good actress for a day,pretending to think when,what I was actually doing was passing messages.

“’Kerjasama serantau’ diteruskan hingga tamatnya sesi II.”

Lately,I find it hard to concentrate in class.My mind isn’t here in the auditorium listening to the lectures.It wanders off after 10-15 minutes.Somewhere away,far from this environment.No familiar faces like these I see everyday.I feel better and comfortable in this mental image that I build,an environment of my own.This isn’t good,I keep telling myself.Finals are like 3 weeks ahead,and i’ve got to focus on it.Look at them guys studying very hard,without fail flipping through pages of Physics and Anat&Physio.And,I am completely aware that staying in my comfort zone is actually isn’t great after all,as for I become unaware of my surroundings= ‘lagha’ ,too comfortable to be challenged.

I'm longing to be back home and soon it will be fulfilled...I'm coming home tomorrow right after anatomy lab.But,so many things to be done that I'm afraid I won't be able to do them all.And,the person that I wanted so much to meet,won't be able to come.Stuck in somewhere,deserted district of Kelantan.It's sad.