I’m not going to tell anything much more of my embarrassment during the retro party last two weeks, bet  some of you who cared to know have already burnt your ears listening to my stories. I’ve already recovered from it anyway, and I’m facing people as normal as I can be.

It was just last night, I scrambled through all the files of pictures in my notebook, and I found these.

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And, I just missed them so much, I forwarded a message to them saying...

“I’m gonna write on all stones ‘I MISS YOU’ and throw them away, and hope that one falls on your head so you’ll know how much it hurts when missing someone like you”

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And, them, being my brothers and sisters, mostly did reply;

“Wei...sedih aa..huhu..aku pun rindu jugak.huhu.” - Pahna

The best was this,

“Aku tampal apa gambar klas kat bilik aku kat umah..kalau masuk je,aku tengok le muka2 tu” – Fikri

I’m just so touched!

And,

I’m not supposed to do this publicly, but I just HAVE to thank the four persons who were there for me through the tough time I had two days ago. Thank you so much buddies. I love you guys so very much! Your encouraging words gave me the healing power with God’s help. Especially to the two of you who talked to me on the phone, through the sobbing. Thank You!

Thoughts of the day :

Wouldn’t it be better if we’re friends?
Or is it best if we’re not friends at all, because we both just don’t want to lose that feeling of heart-palpitation-cold-sweating though we don’t talk, just for fun?
Or perhaps, is it even better if I didn’t know about it at all in the first place?
Or am I just over-estimating things?
What do you think of me?
What else are kept away from me?
Is this what I deserve?